i am having a difficult time being still.
relaxing. not doing anything. resting.
being idle.
i fear that if i stop. pause. breathe too deeply – that i may not start up again.
i know that sounds illogical.
but that is how i’ve been feeling.
so i constantly find something to do.
i am always ‘doing’ something.
work. play. write. read. adventure.
laugh. vent. plan. create.
which is great. but exhausting. to be switched on always.
sometimes i wish i had a tv. just to switch off.
but then i think about the time i would waste.
when i could be ‘doing’ something.
and the cycle continues.
hope you don't mind. :)
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